Sonbahar\u0131 da yar\u0131lad\u0131k, k\u0131\u015f kap\u0131da\u2026 G\u00fcnl\u00fck ko\u015fturmalara dal\u0131nca zaman\u0131n h\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 kavrayam\u0131yor insan. \u0130\u015f g\u00fc\u00e7 derken hayat\u0131n ger\u00e7ek anlam\u0131n\u0131 \u0131skal\u0131yoruz. Planlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 yar\u0131na g\u00f6re yaparken bug\u00fcn\u00fc anlamadan yitiriyoruz. Kaybettiklerimiz sadece ge\u00e7en g\u00fcnler mi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sevdiklerimize neden daha az zaman ay\u0131r\u0131p, dostlar\u0131m\u0131zla neden daha s\u0131k g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015femiyoruz? Sonbaharlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 anlayamadan k\u0131\u015f\u0131n kap\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 aral\u0131yoruz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Farkl\u0131 yollarda hedeflere ilerlerken, yapmak istediklerimizle yapamad\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n hesab\u0131n\u0131 tutuyoruz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu sonbahardan da bir\u015fey anlamad\u0131m ben\u2026 \u0130stanbul Bo\u011faz\u0131\u2019n\u0131n Rumeli yakas\u0131ndaki bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 lokantalar\u0131na u\u011frayamad\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Palamutun, l\u00fcferin tad\u0131na bakamadan ge\u00e7ip gidiyor Ekim. Kuledibi\u2019ndeki \u00e7ay\u0131n tad\u0131 dama\u011f\u0131mda. Beyaz\u0131t Meydan\u0131\u2019nda g\u00fcvercinlere yem atamadan, Ortak\u00f6y\u2019de tavla oynayamadan, Salacak sahilinden g\u00fcne\u015fin bat\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 seyredemeden, Assos\u2019a do\u011fru yola \u00e7\u0131kamadan ve daha bir\u00e7ok \u015feyi yapamadan ge\u00e7iyor g\u00fcnler\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hep bir\u015feyleri erteleyerek\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Geride b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z an\u0131lar bug\u00fcnlerde neden daha s\u0131k hat\u0131rlan\u0131yor?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ad\u0131na \u2018\u00f6zlem\u2019 denen duygu var ya\u2026 \u0130\u015fte ben biraz memleketimi \u00f6zledim. Son zamanlarda konu\u015fmalar, sohbetler nedense d\u00f6n\u00fcp dola\u015f\u0131p uzaklara, T\u00fcrkiye\u2019ye ba\u011flan\u0131yor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ge\u00e7en hafta d\u00fcnyan\u0131n bir ba\u015fka iklimine yelken a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f bir dostumdan posta kutumda bir mesaj vard\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ertelenen planlar, ge\u00e7en zaman ve unutulmayan dostluklar \u00fczerine yazm\u0131\u015f yine:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cBug\u00fcn pazar. Bizim buralarda hi\u00e7 al\u0131\u015f\u0131lmad\u0131k \u015fekilde hala g\u00fcne\u015f var\u2026 O\u011flan uykuda. O\u011flen uykusu, g\u00fczellik uykusu\u2026 Han\u0131m mutfakta, kafay\u0131 takm\u0131\u015f bana bug\u00fcn musakka yapacak. Hadi hay\u0131rl\u0131s\u0131\u2026 Ben bilgisayar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda, \u00dcnsal’dan mektup gelmi\u015f, \u00f6zledim diyor, \u00f6m\u00fcr geldi ge\u00e7iyor ne kadar az g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyoruz diyor. Niye bir arada olamay\u0131z, al\u0131p ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir k\u00f6ye gidip bir i\u015f kuramay\u0131z diyor\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ben de diyorum ki, dertlenme, sen de 35 ya\u015f bunal\u0131m\u0131na girmi\u015fsin, eski dostlar\u0131n yerinin dolmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcp dertlenmi\u015fsin\u2026 \u00d6yledir zaten. 30\u2019a 35’e kadar dost buldun buldun, yoksa yok\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130yiki sen vars\u0131n hocam. Bilirim uzaktas\u0131n, okyanusun k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131nda kafanda k\u0131rk tilki d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr, ko\u015fturur durursun. Ama y\u00fcre\u011fin bu taraflardad\u0131r onu da bilirim\u2026 Ege’nin k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131ndan okyanusun \u00f6tesi misali\u2026 Derim ki \u00dcnsal’a, her\u015fey g\u00fczel olacak, dertlenme\u2026 Dostlar var olduk\u00e7a her\u015fey g\u00fczel olur\u2026 \u00d6zledim be hocam. I\u015f, g\u00fc\u00e7, gevezelikler yap\u0131p duru-yoruz. Biraz kendimden utand\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sultanahmet, Kemer, Long Beach g\u00fcnlerini, t\u00fcm g\u00fczel g\u00fcnleri hat\u0131rlad\u0131m. \u00c7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr b\u00f6yle g\u00fczel g\u00fcnler ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f\u0131z dedim. \u00c7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr bizim de hayatta birka\u00e7 dostumuz var dedim.Daha bunlar bir\u015fey de\u011fil, bizim ya\u015fa-yaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u00e7ok g\u00fczel g\u00fcnler var dedim. Iki sat\u0131r yaz\u0131yim dedim i\u015fte. Hadi bana m\u00fcsaade. Musakkan\u0131n alt\u0131 tutmas\u0131n, o\u011flan\u0131n alt\u0131 \u0131slanmas\u0131n. Sen de B\u0131c\u0131r\u2019a, yengeye selam s\u00f6yle.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu sat\u0131rlar\u0131 okuduktan sonra d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m. Ya\u011fmur bulutlar\u0131 yakla\u015f\u0131yordu ve okyanusun rengi siyaha yak\u0131nd\u0131. Sahilde biraz y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fcm\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2018Neden gelecek hep uzak, ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015f olan ge\u00e7mi\u015f, sanki d\u00fcn gibi?\u2019 diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hayat, ya\u015faman\u0131n bedelini \u00f6detiyor bir \u015fekilde. Bedelini \u00f6demeden bir yere var\u0131lm\u0131yor\u2026 Varm\u0131\u015f gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcnsen de, telafi etmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsan da olmuyor..<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ko\u015fturmacalar\u0131m\u0131za soluksuz devam ederken hayat\u0131n muhasebesini de yap\u0131yoruz\u2026 Bug\u00fcn oldu\u011fu gibi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Okyanusun bir ucundan g\u00fcne\u015f batarken di\u011fer ucundan ay y\u00fckseliyor. R\u0131za Tevfik\u2019in m\u0131sras\u0131 geliyor akl\u0131ma: \u2018Bir hakikat var m\u0131 derken bir hayale d\u00f6neriz.\u2019<\/p>\n\n\n\n
20.10.2005<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Sevdiklerimize neden daha az zaman ay\u0131r\u0131p, dostlar\u0131m\u0131zla neden daha s\u0131k g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015femiyoruz? Sonbaharlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 anlayamadan k\u0131\u015f\u0131n kap\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 aral\u0131yoruz.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":62409,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[661],"tags":[662],"class_list":["post-95","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-usa-turkish-times","tag-usa-turkish-times"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/95","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=95"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/95\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/62409"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=95"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=95"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=95"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}