{"id":794,"date":"2011-03-31T23:02:44","date_gmt":"2011-03-31T20:02:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/?p=794"},"modified":"2021-04-21T14:37:36","modified_gmt":"2021-04-21T11:37:36","slug":"3-yil-sonra-california","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/3-yil-sonra-california\/","title":{"rendered":"3 y\u0131l sonra California"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>2008 y\u0131l\u0131nda terketti\u011fimiz California&#8217;dayd\u0131k ge\u00e7enlerde. 10 g\u00fcne s\u0131\u011fd\u0131rmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bu nostaljik gezi zaman t\u00fcnelinde yoculu\u011fa benziyordu. Her ak\u015fam y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz kald\u0131r\u0131mlarda o g\u00fcnleri anarak bir kez daha y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fck. Tad\u0131n\u0131 bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc unutamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z lezzetlere bir kez daha ula\u015fmak inan\u0131lmaz keyifliydi. 10 y\u0131l ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z sokaklar, Los Angeles&#8217;\u0131n okyanus kokusu, San Francisko&#8217;nun ya\u011fmurlar\u0131, Las Vegas&#8217;\u0131n ba\u015fd\u00f6nd\u00fcren geceleri, San Diego&#8217;nun Meksika kokusu, Riverside&#8217;\u0131n Starbucks&#8217;\u0131 ve Pasifik Okyanusu boyunca k\u0131vr\u0131larak uzanan muhte\u015fem yol&#8230;(Geziden objektife tak\u0131lanlar <a href=\"https:\/\/goo.gl\/photos\/8JYANJcdZBVLbeXa7\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noreferrer noopener nofollow\">burada<\/a>)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" src=\"http:\/\/maps.google.com\/maps?f=d&amp;source=s_d&amp;saddr=LAX,+Los+Angeles,+CA,+United+States&amp;daddr=Sunset+Boulevard,+West+Hollywood,+CA,+United+States+to:E+Ocean+Blvd+to:33.85985,-118.266+to:34.04312,-118.36917+to:Sunset+Boulevard,+West+Hollywood,+CA,+United+States+to:Santa+Barbara,+CA,+United+States+to:34.46362,-120.02705+to:Solvang,+CA,+United+States+to:San+Francisco,+CA,+United+States+to:Bakersfield,+CA,+United+States+to:Barstow,+CA,+United+States+to:Las+Vegas,+NV,+United+States+to:UCR+Extension,+University+Avenue,+Riverside,+CA,+United+States+to:San+Diego,+CA,+United+States+to:Laguna+Beach,+CA,+United+States+to:Huntington+Beach,+CA,+United+States&amp;geocode=FcTvBQId9jjx-CHxrYtpV3uodw%3BFUFLCAId7Nnx-ClL2mctCLzCgDE5SCgMD25CFw%3BFQY7AwId8rH0-A%3BFQqpBAIdcGfz-Cm7LosTzcrCgDFDWxEpfMWZ6Q%3BFfB0BwIdbtTx-CltTrNSc7nCgDEA5eg6-ed_ug%3BFUFLCAId7Nnx-ClL2mctCLzCgDE5SCgMD25CFw%3BFV44DQId8ozd-CnVgy1vxxTpgDFIdrrXZDrRyA%3BFYTfDQIdVojY-CnJ78Nw1U7pgDHAT1EE6daftQ%3BFezjDwIdUNjW-CmFIpL8oFTpgDFWwQsGGygOLQ%3BFVJmQAIdKAe0-CkhAGkAbZqFgDH_rXbwZxNQSg%3BFezAGwIdKOvn-CkNy5S5yGvqgDHIdP6YCQw2WQ%3BFbR3FAIdPXUG-SlVlFRMQ3DEgDF34u8qMyxBGw%3BFdYQJwIdMJoi-SnRffWkgre-gDGjebPV5tXMOg%3BFalpBgIde5IB-SEKp3wJE_vc7A%3BFUEy8wEdeVIE-SlLHpKtD1PZgDF53xX9_SE6DQ%3BFWjQ_wEdusX6-CnBJFuPyODcgDH22nmoNbTnDQ%3BFYmdAQIdhnn3-Cm1Ksj5IiTdgDEBO2akyYXtRQ&amp;aq=0&amp;sll=35.271115,-118.798045&amp;sspn=6.142226,11.634521&amp;vpsrc=0&amp;hl=en&amp;doflg=ptk&amp;mra=ls&amp;via=3,4,7&amp;ie=UTF8&amp;t=p&amp;ll=35.263562,-118.806152&amp;spn=8.070006,13.161621&amp;z=6&amp;output=embed\" width=\"600\" height=\"450\" frameborder=\"0\" marginwidth=\"0\" marginheight=\"0\" scrolling=\"no\"><\/iframe><br><small><a style=\"color: #0000ff; text-align: left;\" href=\"http:\/\/maps.google.com\/maps?f=d&amp;source=embed&amp;saddr=LAX,+Los+Angeles,+CA,+United+States&amp;daddr=Sunset+Boulevard,+West+Hollywood,+CA,+United+States+to:E+Ocean+Blvd+to:33.85985,-118.266+to:34.04312,-118.36917+to:Sunset+Boulevard,+West+Hollywood,+CA,+United+States+to:Santa+Barbara,+CA,+United+States+to:34.46362,-120.02705+to:Solvang,+CA,+United+States+to:San+Francisco,+CA,+United+States+to:Bakersfield,+CA,+United+States+to:Barstow,+CA,+United+States+to:Las+Vegas,+NV,+United+States+to:UCR+Extension,+University+Avenue,+Riverside,+CA,+United+States+to:San+Diego,+CA,+United+States+to:Laguna+Beach,+CA,+United+States+to:Huntington+Beach,+CA,+United+States&amp;geocode=FcTvBQId9jjx-CHxrYtpV3uodw%3BFUFLCAId7Nnx-ClL2mctCLzCgDE5SCgMD25CFw%3BFQY7AwId8rH0-A%3BFQqpBAIdcGfz-Cm7LosTzcrCgDFDWxEpfMWZ6Q%3BFfB0BwIdbtTx-CltTrNSc7nCgDEA5eg6-ed_ug%3BFUFLCAId7Nnx-ClL2mctCLzCgDE5SCgMD25CFw%3BFV44DQId8ozd-CnVgy1vxxTpgDFIdrrXZDrRyA%3BFYTfDQIdVojY-CnJ78Nw1U7pgDHAT1EE6daftQ%3BFezjDwIdUNjW-CmFIpL8oFTpgDFWwQsGGygOLQ%3BFVJmQAIdKAe0-CkhAGkAbZqFgDH_rXbwZxNQSg%3BFezAGwIdKOvn-CkNy5S5yGvqgDHIdP6YCQw2WQ%3BFbR3FAIdPXUG-SlVlFRMQ3DEgDF34u8qMyxBGw%3BFdYQJwIdMJoi-SnRffWkgre-gDGjebPV5tXMOg%3BFalpBgIde5IB-SEKp3wJE_vc7A%3BFUEy8wEdeVIE-SlLHpKtD1PZgDF53xX9_SE6DQ%3BFWjQ_wEdusX6-CnBJFuPyODcgDH22nmoNbTnDQ%3BFYmdAQIdhnn3-Cm1Ksj5IiTdgDEBO2akyYXtRQ&amp;aq=0&amp;sll=35.271115,-118.798045&amp;sspn=6.142226,11.634521&amp;vpsrc=0&amp;hl=en&amp;doflg=ptk&amp;mra=ls&amp;via=3,4,7&amp;ie=UTF8&amp;t=p&amp;ll=35.263562,-118.806152&amp;spn=8.070006,13.161621&amp;z=6\" rel=\"nofollow noopener\" target=\"_blank\">View Larger Map<\/a><\/small><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir \u015fehri terketmek demek b\u00f6yle bir duygu&#8230;Ge\u00e7enlerde C\u00fcneyt \u00dclsever&#8217;in keyifle okudu\u011fum bir pazar yaz\u0131s\u0131 vard\u0131 H\u00fcrriyet&#8217;te. Bu yaz\u0131 California 2011 gezimizin bir \u00f6zeti gibi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&#8212;-<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>Bir yeri terk etmek<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00d6MR\u00dcM hep bir yerleri terk ederek ge\u00e7ti. Bir mahalleyi, bir \u015fehri, bir \u00fclkeyi hep terk ettim. Yanl\u0131\u015f saymad\u0131ysam do\u011fdu\u011fumdan beri 20 ayr\u0131 evde, a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u0130stanbul olmak \u00fczere 7 ayr\u0131 \u015fehirde ve \u0130talya&#8217;da 2 ayr\u0131 zamanda 2 ayr\u0131 \u015fehirde olmak \u00fczere 4 ayr\u0131 \u00fclkede uzun s\u00fcreli ya\u015fad\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00c7ok gezenin kazand\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 muhakkak ben de kazand\u0131m.<br>Ancak, ayr\u0131 yerlerde ya\u015faman\u0131n, s\u0131k s\u0131k bir yerlerden ayr\u0131lman\u0131n bir maliyeti de var.<br>Bir yerleri terk etmek zor i\u015f!<br>Bir eve, mahalleye, \u015fehre, \u00fclkeye tam al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorsun; oray\u0131 terk etmenin zaman\u0131 \u00e7oktan gelmi\u015f ge\u00e7iyor oluyor.<br>Hadi bakal\u0131m, al ba\u015ftan!<br>Tam bir yere aitmi\u015f gibi hissediyorsun, yeniden ba\u015fka bir ev, kent, \u00fclke!<br>Ger\u00e7ek bir g\u00f6\u00e7menim ben!<br>\u201c\u00d6l\u00fcm Allah&#8217;\u0131n emri de \u015fu ayr\u0131l\u0131k olmasayd\u0131!\u201d<br>* * *<br>60 ya\u015f\u0131nda oldu\u011funu bildiren bir beyefendi 50 k\u00fcsur y\u0131ld\u0131r her sabah ayn\u0131 yerde kahvalt\u0131 etti\u011fini, zaten oraya da ilk kez 50 k\u00fcsur y\u0131l \u00f6nce dedesinin elinden tutarak getirdi\u011fini ekranlarda anlat\u0131yor.<br>Benim b\u00f6yle bir hik\u00e2yem yok. \u0130lkokulu, ortaokulu, liseyi, \u00fcniversitenin \u00e7e\u015fitli a\u015famalar\u0131n\u0131 bile hep ba\u015fka ba\u015fka okullarda okudum.<br>Herhangi bir okula, meyhaneye, lokantaya, sinemaya, \u201c\u015eunca y\u0131ld\u0131r devaml\u0131 giderim\u201d demeye hakk\u0131m yok.<br>* * *<br>Evleri, mahalleleri, \u015fehirleri hep terk etti\u011fim i\u00e7in i\u00e7imde devaml\u0131 ya\u015fatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir duygu var.<br>Oralar ben terk ettikten sonra ne yaparlar?<br>Ankara&#8217;daki \u0130lkiz Sokak&#8217;taki evimizde \u015fimdi kim oturuyor?<br>Acaba o apartman dairesi h\u00e2l\u00e2 mesken mi, yoksa \u00e7irkin bir i\u015fyerine mi d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc?<br>50 y\u0131l \u00f6nce g\u00fcnd\u00fczleri \u00fczerinde oturdu\u011fumuz, ak\u015fam \u00fczerinde uyudu\u011fum yayl\u0131 divan h\u00e2l\u00e2 kullan\u0131mda m\u0131, yoksa \u00e7oktan par\u00e7alara m\u0131 ayr\u0131ld\u0131?<br>Y\u0131llarca \u00fczerinde kayk\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131m koltuk hayatta m\u0131, hayatta ise \u015fimdi kimi a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131yor?<br>* * *<br>Ge\u00e7en cuma 6 y\u0131ld\u0131r, e\u015fimin \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 kent oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in, k\u0131\u015flar\u0131 uzun s\u00fcre ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir kenti terk ettim. Art\u0131k e\u015fim T\u00fcrkiye&#8217;ye d\u00f6n\u00fcyor.<br>\u015eirin ama \u00e7ok \u015firin bir \u0130talyan kasabas\u0131n\u0131 terk ettim!<br>Roma&#8217;ya trenle giderken akl\u0131ma ilk defa bir soru d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc:<br>\u201cAcaba bir daha g\u00f6recek miyim?\u201d<br>Bunca \u015fehir terk eden ben hep \u201cBu \u015fehir benden sonra ne yapacak?\u201d diye sorard\u0131m.<br>\u0130lk defa akl\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc:<br>\u201cAcaba bir daha g\u00f6recek miyim?\u201d<br>O an ya\u015fland\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 anlad\u0131m. O an trende burnuma do\u011fru iki damla ya\u015f yuvarland\u0131.<br>El \u00e2lemin \u015fehrini terk ederken a\u011flamak!<br>Garip de\u011fil mi?<br>Halbuki, ben ne \u015fehre, ne de o \u015fehri bir daha g\u00f6rememe kayg\u0131s\u0131 ile iki damla g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 d\u00f6k\u00fcyordum.<br>Kendime a\u011fl\u0131yordum!<br>Bir yere bir daha eri\u015fememe duygusu ilk defa y\u00fcre\u011fimi burktu.<br>Halbuki, 2 y\u0131l bir okulunda okudu\u011fum bir ba\u015fka \u0130talyan \u015fehrini 34 y\u0131l \u00f6nce terk ettikten sonra onu bir daha hi\u00e7 g\u00f6rememek gibi bir duygu i\u00e7ime hi\u00e7 yerle\u015fmemi\u015fti. Nitekim, 28 y\u0131l sonra tekrar g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<br>Ancak, bu sefer soru akl\u0131ma tak\u0131ld\u0131:<br>\u201cBu kez tekrar\u0131 var m\u0131?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>C\u00fcneyt \u00dcLSEVER<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>2008 y\u0131l\u0131nda terketti\u011fimiz California&#8217;dayd\u0131k ge\u00e7enlerde. 10 g\u00fcne s\u0131\u011fd\u0131rmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bu nostaljik gezi zaman t\u00fcnelinde yoculu\u011fa benziyordu. Her ak\u015fam y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz kald\u0131r\u0131mlarda o g\u00fcnleri anarak bir kez daha y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fck. Tad\u0131n\u0131 bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc unutamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z lezzetlere bir kez daha ula\u015fmak inan\u0131lmaz keyifliydi. 10 y\u0131l ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z sokaklar, Los Angeles&#8217;\u0131n okyanus kokusu, San Francisko&#8217;nun ya\u011fmurlar\u0131, Las Vegas&#8217;\u0131n ba\u015fd\u00f6nd\u00fcren geceleri, San Diego&#8217;nun Meksika kokusu, Riverside&#8217;\u0131n Starbucks&#8217;\u0131 ve Pasifik Okyanusu boyunca k\u0131vr\u0131larak uzanan muhte\u015fem yol&#8230;(Geziden objektife tak\u0131lanlar burada) View Larger Map Bir \u015fehri terketmek demek b\u00f6yle bir duygu&#8230;Ge\u00e7enlerde C\u00fcneyt \u00dclsever&#8217;in keyifle okudu\u011fum bir pazar yaz\u0131s\u0131 vard\u0131 H\u00fcrriyet&#8217;te. Bu yaz\u0131 California 2011 gezimizin bir \u00f6zeti gibi. &#8212;- Bir yeri<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":797,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[125],"class_list":["post-794","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-gezi","tag-california"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/794","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=794"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/794\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/797"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=794"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=794"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=794"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}