\u00d6zel g\u00fcnleri ve do\u011fum tarihlerini hat\u0131rlamakta pek iyi say\u0131lmam. A\u00e7\u0131k\u00e7as\u0131 bu t\u00fcr rit\u00fcellere de \u00e7ok ba\u011fl\u0131 de\u011filim. Ama baz\u0131 tarihler vard\u0131r; insan\u0131n zihninde sessizce durur ve zaman\u0131 gelince kendini hat\u0131rlat\u0131r. Bug\u00fcn benim i\u00e7in \u00f6yle bir g\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sabah televizyonda tarihin 7 May\u0131s oldu\u011funu duydu\u011fum anda, bunun kimin g\u00fcn\u00fc oldu\u011funu hemen anlad\u0131m. Y\u0131llard\u0131r g\u00f6rmedi\u011fim eski bir dost, Cumhuriyet Gazetesi geldi akl\u0131ma.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u015eu an Los Angeles\u2019ta, okyanus k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131nda, gri ve r\u00fczg\u00e2rl\u0131 bir havada y\u00fcr\u00fcyorum. Ama bu tarih i\u00e7imi \u0131s\u0131tt\u0131. Y\u00fcz\u00fcmde bir tebess\u00fcm belirdi. Kalbim bir anda binlerce kilometre \u00f6teye, Ca\u011falo\u011flu\u2019ndaki o eski kona\u011f\u0131n bah\u00e7esine gitti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cumhuriyet\u2019in bah\u00e7esindeki do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fc bulu\u015fmalar\u0131na en son 1992 y\u0131l\u0131nda kat\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Bira ve d\u00f6ner e\u015fli\u011finde yap\u0131lan o sohbetler; eski \u00e7al\u0131\u015fanlar\u0131, yeni ku\u015fak gazetecileri ve okurlar\u0131 bir araya getirirdi. Sadece gazeteyi de\u011fil, hayat\u0131 konu\u015furduk.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ama o y\u0131llar ayn\u0131 zamanda zorluydu. Son bulu\u015fmam\u0131zda sohbetlerin g\u00f6lgesinde ba\u015fka bir ger\u00e7ek vard\u0131: Ay sonunu nas\u0131l getirecektik? D\u00fc\u015fen tirajlar, y\u00f6netim tart\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131 ve maa\u015f belirsizli\u011fi\u2026 K\u0131s\u0131tl\u0131 imk\u00e2nlarla haber yeti\u015ftirmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z, zor ama onurlu g\u00fcnlerdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O g\u00fcnden bu yana Cumhuriyet\u2019in f\u0131rt\u0131nalar\u0131 hi\u00e7 dinmedi. Gazeteyi ayakta tutmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fanlar zaman zaman sert ele\u015ftirilere, hatta hedef g\u00f6stermelere maruz kald\u0131. D\u0131\u015far\u0131dan bak\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda her \u015fey karma\u015f\u0131k g\u00f6r\u00fcnebilir. Ama uzaktan ve sakin bir g\u00f6zle bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda \u015funu net g\u00f6r\u00fcyorum: Cumhuriyet, y\u0131llard\u0131r var olma m\u00fccadelesi veriyor ve bu m\u00fccadele desteklenmeyi hak ediyor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
1994\u2019te istifam\u0131 Hikmet \u00c7etinkaya\u2019ya verdi\u011fimde, o bah\u00e7eye bir daha d\u00f6nemeyece\u011fimi hissetmi\u015ftim. \u00d6yle de oldu. Sonras\u0131nda bir\u00e7ok yerde \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m ama hi\u00e7birinin do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc hat\u0131rlamad\u0131m. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc Cumhuriyet benim i\u00e7in sadece bir i\u015f yeri de\u011fil, hep bir \u201cdost\u201d olarak kald\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bug\u00fcn yine 7 May\u0131s. Okyanus dalgal\u0131, hava kapal\u0131\u2026 Gri bulutlar\u0131n alt\u0131nda bembeyaz mart\u0131lar u\u00e7uyor. Akl\u0131mda Ca\u011falo\u011flu\u2019ndaki ah\u015fap konak, turuncu daktilolar ve o \u00e7at\u0131 alt\u0131nda kurulan eski dostluklar var.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
D\u00fcnyan\u0131n bir ucundan, an\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131n en \u00f6zel yerinde duran bu eski dosta selam olsun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130yi ki do\u011fdun Cumhuriyet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
7 May\u0131s 2002<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u00d6zel g\u00fcnleri ve do\u011fum tarihlerini hat\u0131rlamakta pek iyi say\u0131lmam. A\u00e7\u0131k\u00e7as\u0131 bu t\u00fcr rit\u00fcellere de \u00e7ok ba\u011fl\u0131 de\u011filim. Ama baz\u0131 tarihler vard\u0131r; insan\u0131n zihninde sessizce durur ve zaman\u0131 gelince kendini hat\u0131rlat\u0131r. Bug\u00fcn benim i\u00e7in \u00f6yle bir g\u00fcnd\u00fc. Sabah televizyonda tarihin 7 May\u0131s oldu\u011funu duydu\u011fum anda, bunun kimin g\u00fcn\u00fc oldu\u011funu hemen anlad\u0131m. Y\u0131llard\u0131r g\u00f6rmedi\u011fim eski bir dost, Cumhuriyet Gazetesi geldi akl\u0131ma. \u015eu an Los Angeles\u2019ta, okyanus k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131nda, gri ve r\u00fczg\u00e2rl\u0131 bir havada y\u00fcr\u00fcyorum. Ama bu tarih i\u00e7imi \u0131s\u0131tt\u0131. Y\u00fcz\u00fcmde bir tebess\u00fcm belirdi. Kalbim bir anda binlerce kilometre \u00f6teye, Ca\u011falo\u011flu\u2019ndaki o eski kona\u011f\u0131n bah\u00e7esine gitti. Cumhuriyet\u2019in bah\u00e7esindeki do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fc bulu\u015fmalar\u0131na en son 1992<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":702,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1313],"tags":[47,161],"class_list":["post-23","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-cumhuriyet","tag-anilar","tag-cumhuriyet"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=23"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/702"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=23"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=23"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=23"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}