{"id":103727,"date":"2026-06-04T22:50:55","date_gmt":"2026-06-04T19:50:55","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/?p=103727"},"modified":"2026-06-06T15:17:57","modified_gmt":"2026-06-06T12:17:57","slug":"ustu-kalsin","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/ustu-kalsin\/","title":{"rendered":"\u00dcst\u00fc Kals\u0131n"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>\u201cDaha fazlas\u0131n\u0131 hak etmi\u015ftim\u201d <\/em>duygusu insan\u0131n pe\u015fini kolay b\u0131rakm\u0131yor. Y\u00fcksek sesle s\u00f6ylenmiyor; daha \u00e7ok g\u00fcndelik hayat\u0131n alt\u0131na yerle\u015fiyor. \u0130nsan fark\u0131na varmadan d\u00fcnyayla hesab\u0131n\u0131 tutmaya ba\u015fl\u0131yor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Oysa hayat adil bir al\u0131\u015fveri\u015f de\u011fil. Sebepsizce \u00f6n\u00fcne b\u0131rak\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir sofra gibi. Kiminin taba\u011f\u0131 dolu, kimininki eksik. Birine tatl\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor, \u00f6tekinin a\u011fz\u0131nda buruk bir tat kal\u0131yor. Yine de masada bir yer bulmak az \u015fey say\u0131lmaz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Modern hayat beklenti \u00fcretmekte kusursuz. Reklamlar, kariyer planlar\u0131, yat\u0131r\u0131m uygulamalar\u0131, ki\u015fisel geli\u015fim end\u00fcstrisi. Hepsi biraz ileriyi g\u00f6steriyor. \u015eimdiki zaman ise ge\u00e7ici bir bekleme salonuna d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Bu y\u00fczden memnuniyet bazen ba\u015far\u0131dan daha anla\u015f\u0131lmaz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Memnun insan hayatla pazarl\u0131k etmez. Eksik verilenlerin kayd\u0131n\u0131 tutmaz. Son k\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131y\u0131 toplamaz. Baz\u0131 \u015feylerin eksik kalaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilir. D\u00fcnyan\u0131n kusursuz bir hizmet anlay\u0131\u015f\u0131yla \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Bu teslimiyet de\u011fil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Manzarayla sis ayn\u0131 pakette gelir. A\u015fkla kay\u0131p da. Ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7la son da. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck puntolar sonradan eklenmemi\u015ftir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>\u201c\u00dcst\u00fc kals\u0131n\u201d<\/em> demek bu y\u00fczden kolay de\u011fildir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o c\u00fcmlede bir tokluk vard\u0131r. D\u00fcnyaya de\u011fil, daha \u00e7ok kendine s\u00f6ylenir. \u0130htiyac\u0131n olanla arzulad\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u015fey aras\u0131ndaki fark\u0131 kabul etti\u011fin anda ortaya \u00e7\u0131kar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Masadan kalkan biri gibi. Hesab\u0131 kapat\u0131r. Etraf\u0131na son kez bakar. <em>&#8220;G\u00fczel bir sofrayd\u0131,&#8221;<\/em> der i\u00e7inden. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Hepsi bu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Bunu en iyi ifade edenlerden biri de Cemal S\u00fcreya&#8217;d\u0131r:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>&#8220;ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u015fu hayat<br>fena de\u011fildir\u2026<br>\u00fcst\u00fc kals\u0131n.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>\u201cFena de\u011fildir\u201d<\/em> ne \u00f6vg\u00fcd\u00fcr ne de \u015fik\u00e2yet. Hayat\u0131 bir dava dosyas\u0131na \u00e7evirmeden ya\u015faman\u0131n tonudur bu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Zarafet bazen tam zaman\u0131nda kalkabilmektir masadan. Doydu\u011funu bilerek. Taba\u011f\u0131nda kalanlara g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc dikmeden. Olgunluk da budur. Bir g\u00fcn d\u00f6n\u00fcp geriye bakmak ve g\u00f6steri\u015fsiz bir c\u00fcmle kurabilmek: <em>&#8220;Fena de\u011fildi&#8221;<\/em> diyebilmek.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ne co\u015fkunun diliyle, ne k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131n. \u0130kisinin aras\u0131nda bir yerden. Hayat\u0131n i\u00e7inde ac\u0131 da var, ihanet de, yar\u0131m kalm\u0131\u015fl\u0131k da. Onlar\u0131 d\u0131\u015far\u0131da b\u0131rakarak bir b\u00fct\u00fcn kurulam\u0131yor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Hesap zaten hi\u00e7bir zaman tutmuyor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Memnun insan hayatla pazarl\u0131k etmez. Eksik verilenlerin kayd\u0131n\u0131 tutmaz. Son k\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131y\u0131 toplamaz. Baz\u0131 \u015feylerin eksik kalaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilir. D\u00fcnyan\u0131n kusursuz bir hizmet anlay\u0131\u015f\u0131yla \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":103743,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[7],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-103727","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-notlar"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/103727","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=103727"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/103727\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/103743"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=103727"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=103727"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.remgo.com\/11\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=103727"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}